Well Rested Hearts Sleep Together This Morning
This blog is where all shenanigans concerning the dream team, Nuke, will be recorded. We're an interestingly weird gay couple, Nick and Luke yield Nuke. We're explosive.
In the last 2 months together we’ve haven’t had as many full days together like we used to, whether it had been because of school, colleges, family issues, culinary school or the other 1000 things on our plates, but we’ve made it work by having shorter dates that may not have been as satisfying because, of course, they haven’t been as long, but still they’ve been effective in getting my Nick fill, that being the case, today broke that little streak, even though it was cut a teeny weeny little short because of complications, and made me realize how much I loved those dates and how much I love them now and never want to let them end just like this sentence but I’m going to keep on writing words because it’s more time we spend together
I haven’t posted something in a while and I’m bored. Here’s an old blurry picture from Valentines Day merp :3
In other news, Nick’s touring colleges. LOTS of them. Wish him luck :3
Super content. It seems like the stress of school and college seems to be wearing off of Nick a lot more and he’s been less tired and has a lot more energy, we walked across the brooklyn bridge and he seemed much less stressed. We haven’t laughed this much together in a long time. He’s happy. I’m happy. I’m happy because he’s happy. That’s all. Tomorrow is two months. I can’t wait until the summer :)
Welp, spring break is almost over. I spent every morning getting up extra early to stop by Nick’s house to bring him coffee and breakfast before he had school and I had community service. I was secretly expecting our meetings to become so frequent that they became casual, that eventually I wouldn’t get excited seeing him, or that seeing him every day of the week would somehow make our prior arrangements seem not as special.
But it’s the complete opposite. Every time I got on the subway and was dropped off at his house at 8:08 AM I still got that nervous giddiness in me and when I’d open the door I’d just blank out for a second.
Who knew such small 2 and a half hour meet ups could feel so spectacular and be so pivotal? Maybe I’m crazy.
Yesterday was also the three month mark of when we first went on a date, I remember how shy I was and how I flipped out when he’d just put his arm over my shoulder for the first time…. Not much has changed.
abluedecember asked: I FOUND YOU <3
Teehee hi there tong :)
Its’ been two fucking weeks. Two weeks. Since we’ve seen each other, heard his voice, touched his lips, smelt his cologne, and felt his embrace. It’s been the most tiring week ever, and I’m exhausted and tired and depressed on a friday night. All because we haven’t had plans in two weeks.
Two weeks. Since he’s put his arm over my shoulder, since we’ve smiled together, looked into each other’s eyes, and rested my head on his shoulders. Two fucking weeks. Its been horribly tiresome especially with the college applications and decisions dividing the two of us and I miss him.
It just makes me want to be near him even more and will make tomorrow, the first time we’ve been and the first time we’ve held hands in two weeks so much more special.
We stayed up until 12 in the morning today, March 5, 2012, marking the first month of our official relationship. It feels good knowing someone’s been devoted to me as much as I’ve been devoted to them for such a long period of time. It only feels like it’s been a week.
We’re not doing anything special for our “montherversary”, 1/12 of an anniversary or whatever you want to call it. It’s because I’ve realized, why should I make such a big deal out of something that’s so little? We shouldn’t need to reward ourselves for being with each other, call me selfish, but being with each other is our reward for ourselves. In a few months time we’ll look back at this and think how silly it is camping out for such a minor milestone, a little stepping stone in the path in the road that makes us both the happiest people ever.
